Because I realize things a little late in the year
You know what sucks? Realizing that it might be too late to fix that friendship we once had. Looking back now I realize we might have talked about it & said we would both try to make much more of an effort & make this friendship last, but did anything really change? If I’m not mistaken we’re exactly where we were a couple months ago, nothing’s changed. Sure okay, we both said we’d try to work harder on this friendship but did we ever really try? Maybe it’s because we were both so caught up in our own world. It’s just thinking about it now, I realize maybe I should have made an effort. I did give up, I didn’t want to make an effort anymore because I didn’t see you make one at the moment, or maybe you did but i just never noticed. I still don’t see you making an effort, but then again why should you attempt to talk to me when I haven’t even made the slightest attempt to talk to you.
